Zidane... my idol of all times... though i am no soccer fan... but he's the one that makes me wanna watch the match no matter how boring it is... my attraction to the whole game... the only reason why i would sit through 90 mins of the game plus it's half time... do the maths yourself... =D don't he just have that nice smile... too bad he's married... he's only 31... too bad i'm too young... so many too bads... sighsigh... my french guy... please bring glory again... don't let the swiss or koreans or tongans or brazilians or english or argentineans or mexicans or spanish or italians bring you down... you can do it... kill Henry please for always missing good passes that you gave and opportunities that you gave to have a score... Henry should just die... =D i don't know why i like this man so much... hahaha... the first time i saw him was when he was playing the France 98... and i immediately like him so much... he's good... my sister says so... but 4 years ago's match was really really disappointing... but nevertheless... i still i like... he's captain of the national team... and he's my captain... but i'll still never like soccer... he's just an exception... tennis guys are still hot and more handsome... Zidane's just an exception... he's one of those that is on the good looking side.. France will win south korea... top their group table... and play in the finals with brazil... i cross my fingers for that to happen... i'm praying hard that they do not fall... =D


my holidays are ending soon... that's very devastating... it's back to school and facing those stupid facs and those competitive classmates of mine... the only reason why i'm able to sustain my grade is because of my UTs... but even that won't help me for long... i'm getting tired of this school... it's making me so sick of studying.. isn't poly suppose to be a much enjoyable environment to study in? why am i not feeling so?? argh... stupid school with their stupid system and stupid facs putting me together with stupid competitive people... just kill me!!!!!

i'm broke... so flat broke... i need a job but can't get one... i need my pay but the company's pushing the respondsibility to transfer the pay here and there... i want zidane's jersey but i can't find one and too broke to get one... i need to lose weight but apparently no matter how much i exercise and stop eating and go to my trainings... i'm not losing it!!!! okay... so my life's screwed up... pathetic isn't it... on the bright side i'm getting a new phone... that's not too bad isn't it? hehe... i get something i want for a change finally... i need to change my Mp3 cos it's spoilt and i need it for my daily travel... but i can't cos my dad doesn't approve... luckily the phone is a Mp3 itself...

there's so many things that i want... and i say i need them... but sometimes i wonder... are they really a need... maybe i do need to change my spending habit for a change... or else i'll always be too broke for anything... and then i won't be able to pamper myself when it's time to... like occassionally buying something as a reward for achieving something... or getting my parents or sisters something good... like i wanna get myself a zidane jersey as a once in a while reward thing... but i'm too penniless to do that... i wanna treat my Anna to a lunch buffet... but i can't do that... all because i've overspent... now how great is that... just fabulous...

is my dream of being a psychologist very impossible? does every shrink necessarily need a shrink... then what about the shrink of the shrink? will he get a shrink too? then who's the ultimate shrink of them all to be able to shrink without another shrink?? i've never been so determined about one occupation before... and psychology made me very very interested... where that attraction came from i have no idea actually... i guess i do think alot about things... maybe some people think it's funny to think deeper into things even when it's unnecessary... but maybe that's what separates a shrink and a patient... the patient can't think deep enough to help himself so decided to get someone who can do help them... does that make any sense? sigh... doesn't matter what others think i guess... at least i have a dream... and a career in mind... and a goal to look forward to acheiving... i will be a shrink that doesn't need a shrink... i'll prove that stereotype wrong... i'll do my PP on a psychologist.... and ask them that question... and then prove to everybody that that kinda stereotype is so shallow of them... =D

i think i should take up french lessons... haha... i like french... but i know i'll never get to use it... or rather... it'll be rare that i'll use it... but i still wanna learn french... i wonder if class would be expensive... french is sophisticated... hehe... anybody wanna join me in learning french? hehe... okay... enough said.. i've got training at 10 later... luckily there isn't any match that i'm interested in today... i can sleep early...

toodles everybody... I LOVE ZIDANE!!!! haha... i don't know what's that for... but oh well... =D NIGHT PEOPLE!!! bonne nuit! =D