
Monday, June 19, 2006
it's 12.34 now... i'm suppose to get some sleep before the match... but i can't sleep... darn... i'll look like shit on the first day of school... why can't i hav tan skin????? then eye bags won't show... sigh... but it's all worth it... i'm gonna see my Zizou... =D i'm happy watching him... keke... but please let france score a goal... let the koreans just die in that match.... they got to win... if not it'll be damn disappointing... so yea... GO FRANCE GO FRANCE!!!! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!
it's the end of my holidays already... this totally sucks... i'm broke and have not enjoyed enough... i wanna get my france jersey... but it's so freaking expensive... is $109 expensive for a jersey? i think it is.. i'm not too sure about that... but it's like so nice to hav one... then i can go to the printing shop and ask them to put zidane's no. plus name down... then it'll be his jersey!!! hurrays... my sisters and parents would sure kill me if they know i'm gonna spend so much again... but hey... world of sports is having sales... maybe i can get a discount there... then it won't be that expensive anymore... but first thing first... i need to have the money... which i currently won't have unless i starve for 2 or 3 weeks... then i can get it... by then i think it might be gone or worse... sold out... =( but i can't rush into getting it... i don't have the cash... darn it's not nice to be a princess... will someone turn me into one please? where's my fairy godmother? where's my sponsor... hahaha.... okay... enough crap... lose weight and get my jersey.. =D hurrays... wonderful diet plan... a meal a day... i can do that... it's all for the best... stress... come to me... i need you badly... =D RP should have big exams... then i'll get so stressed i won't eat... then i won't be fat... then i won't have my mum keep saying i'm too fat... then i won't be little miss huge... then my sisters won't be able to make fun of my stupid weight... ahhhh.... then i'll feel peace... then i won't be so depressed... then i'm a happier me... haha... i love planning like that... but i don't think it'll ever happen... they'll still make fun... they'll still say i'm fat... they'll still complain... i'll still be broke... stress'll never come.. i'll still be fat... still be little miss huge... still be ugly and fat... oh. well... that's my life... i've got to live it... =D good thing is... i'm never depressed... i don't know how to be depressed... depression is just hard for me... i'll still be happy... no matter what... even when the worst things happen... i don't know why... but depress just seems foreign... =D happy girl!!! =D
okay... i'm gonna catch some snooze already... it's almost 1... i've still got 2 hours of rest before my match and before i go bonkers... bonne nuit!!!
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