
Monday, February 06, 2006
i barely slept 3 hours this morning and the next thing i know i'm awake and off to school... it's totally draining... i was so listless in class... i didn't bother helping to do much... my team mates are probably unhappy and gonna give me bad evaluations... oh well... i guess i deserve it anyway... cos i seriously didn't have the mind to do anything but just stare into the screen and stone... and watch shows... and tomorrow's module is even more dreading than today's... sigh... school's a drag... i can't wait for the holidays to come... 3 more weeks... or maybe... and it's my holidays again... i can't wait...
i wanna go KL during my hols... but then again... Janice might not be able to make it to go with me... i so wanna go sunway lagoon... it's a bit too outdated to go there perhaps... but i've been wanting to go for who knows how long... then again... going to the city to shop at the twin towers and stuff like that is just as much fun... =D argh!!! if only i can drive... then i can learn my way there... then i'll get to go there without much trouble... but then again... i don't like malaysia.. it may be shoppers' haven to go there although not as good as thailand that's for sure... but i just don't like the people there and the toilets are really filthy that i can't stand it... even thailand's toilet is of much higher standard than theirs...
was studying about glowing flowers today and how they actually make them glow... how nice if all flowers glow... especially daisies... haha... uh-huh... that's would be very nice... pink glowing daisies... hahaha... would that be possible? then again... why not right? scientist made orchids glow... so it'll be a matter of time before my daisies start glowing too... =D maybe i should be the first to do that if i decided to be a lab researcher after all... and if i can't make it in psychology of course... the best is if i get sent overseas to study my psychology... then i can buy my cottage that i want... hohoho... maybe i dream too much... but at least i have dreams... =D and that's something that i would always look forward too as a target that i'm gonna be one step closer... =D
i just realized RP is full of crap... they are still not gonna allow me to specialize in my course till my final year... what total shit is that???? it's totally wasting my time in this stupid school... the module selection thingy is confusing... am i suppose to have a core specialization now or should it wait??? and what about the core discipline thingy?? argh!!! this is so crappy... i hate my school... now you know how crappy this school can get... with it's stupid system and all that... it's trying to hard to be different... and this ends up screwing their fellow students' young live... and that includes mine!!! damn... now i'm lost... oh heck... i'll just get done and over with in this school... get the desired GPA to take psychology and vamus from there...
i'm gonna make a scrap book of me and tashie for darling joyce for her birthday... haha... i wonder if we'll really get down to it... cos that would means we really have to hang out lots and take a million pictures to put in the bookie and send it over to her just in time for her birthday... and talking about her... she hasn't written to me yet... i wonder if she has settled down and is free enough to give me her first update... haha... cos i'm scared my mail will get lost halfway there if i send her first... hehe... =D
going off to sleep already... can't be listless for this whole week... my UT's coming and is the most dreaded one cos obviously it is computing one... yeeeeewwwwww!!!!! hate it.. never see joy in doing maths at all... although it does takes my mind off things when i have problems... cos it makes my mind go bonkers... whatever... i'm gonna snooze already...
just one more thing to add... i just don't understand how come some people could be so thick-skinned to ask to borrow money and it's alot of money at one shot... what's a job for if you're forever in debt... if you do not have the money... you get that thing or whatever it is... being in debt for life... is it very exciting??? just don't get it... maybe i should be enlightened sometimes... but on second thought... i wouldn't wanna be enlightened by that sort of people... cos they are more of losers for the rest of their lives... maybe i sound crude... but that's what i think... these kinda people should just stop to think about their life sometimes...
chao chao...
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