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READ THIS AT YOUR OWN WILL... =D

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ahhhh.... new year... it means Chinese New Year's coming soon... weeeee.... i love chinese new year... hahaha...

i wanted to watch Narnia on new year's eve but i couldn't get good timing and good seats... i had no choice but to abandon the plan to watch the show i've long to watch ever since i saw the trailer... argh!!!! hate it when i can't watch the show i want... but on the bright side... i watched Wallace & Gromit... it's a little draggy... but i enjoyed it... in fact i still like the show... =D so since i couldn't watch Narnia with Ping... we ended eating the Fondue at Haagen Daz... it's was nice.. but made me sick... just didn't feel like it's a good day to eat fondue somehow... =( but it doesn't matter... i met my sis after meeting Ping... and that's where Wallace & Gromit came in... we caught that movie instead at Eng Wah... and had Rice Table for dinner which is still as yummy as the last time i went there with my parents... but it was kinda like a rushed dinner cos we had to gobble everything down by 9.30 to make it in time for them to start packing up... i was already bloated by the food...

we then passed time at the arcade and i must say... the crowd there especially around the House Of The Dead machine was super big... back to the main people at hand... us... we went to watch people play games... grab toys... grab PSP and then decided on the game Photo Hunt... and we unfortunately wasn't allowed to play on any of the machines till almost 45 mins later... which is irritating... and the worst thing is that when we finally got to play... we just had to sit beside a bunch of stupid fucking noisy and loud bloody ah bengs which were irritating the shit out of us and trying to make me go deaf... we were really pissed off... so we left and these stupid people decided to leave right after we left... why didn't they just left earlier so that they won't waste our fucking time... but then again... what can i expect they ARE what we call ah bengs... so they will never have the courtesy to shut their trap or try lowering down their voice for a change so that they won't disturb other people playing... [some may feel offended at this... but hey... i'm anti-bengs... i detatse them... i just think they are a waste to Singapore's resources and should probably just disappear from the surface of the earth cos the simply just S-U-C-K-S!!!!!] anyway... after they left... we continued playing till it time to countdown...

fireworks display at the Esplanade was beautiful... gorgeous... whatever pretty words you can think of... i'm still very fascinated and wow-ed by fireworks... everytime when one pops out and burst into the sky... i'll just start screaming... i don't know why... i just like doing that... it's the most most MOST pretty thing that always happens at festivals or occassions... =D fireworks makes me go MAD!!! haha... i like it... nooooo.... wrong... i LOVE it... hahahahah.... took some pictures... here and there... and i went to Haagen Daz... yes... once again... haha... this time it was just for ice cream... you see... on new year's day... you're allowed to be sinful in your eating... hahah... i know these are excuses... haha... but i still love my ice cream... i forgot what it was called already... it vanilla ice cream on top of a brownie dipped in coffee... i didn't really like the coffee though... cos it's too bitter for me... i don't like bitter things... the rest was just yummy to the core.. =D i bought ice cream back home for my parents and my anna too... 3 sticks one for each... i was actually thinking maybe i should buy a pint instead... but my sis said buy the stick ones... so i ended up buying that...

when i got home... i played with the dried ice... it's been ages since i last did that... haha... i played them with Coco... haha... yup yup... my boss of the house who is pampered by all including my parents and relatives... he's family... that's right... ohana... =D i woked him up unintentionally and started playing with the ice... after a while he lost interest in it and started searching for food instead which of course he turned to us and the dry ice... it's fun making fun of him... but he soon got tired and refused to budge when we wented him back to his area... i had to carry him out and coax him to stay where he was and asked him to shut up cos he won't stop barking... sigh... he's just sooo adorable... although he attacked me over a ChipsMore cookie which i think was so unnfair of him to do that... i still love him... cos no matter what... he already made a place in this family as the pampered one where all new animals have to seek approval from him to live happily here... and i really mean it... =D

so now here i am... blogging about the day's event... later at night... i'll have to go to my cuzzie's place for a party i think... if i didn't remember worngly... i'm not entirely sure actually... i'll just see how it goes...

school's starting soon.., and this totally sucked... i'm not in the least looking forward to stepping into that stupid retarded school at all... March... please come quickly so that i can proceed to Year2 and do what i have come to this school for... and let me pass all my modules especially my Computing one... so that i won't have to retake it again...

some things puzzle me and i don't really know what to think of it... is there more than it meets the eye? maybe i shouldn't think too much.. but a little part of me wants it to really happen... maybe i'm too inexperienced and probably naive to figure it out... if only the answer was there... i really don't know what to say or do or even make out of it... what IS actually going on... what's exactly am i expected to make of it... will i ever get my answer... i hope this part gets read by the person i'm hoping that would read it... i need answers... cos curiosity does kills you know... take it as i'm immature or what... but what is it that's wanted... hidden meanings all around... too much thinking?? well... simplify it for me then... cos i don't think playing this kinda joke on me is very funny at all... go pick on somebody who can deal with it and leave me alone instead of saying funny things that don't seems to make sense at all... i'm not a code breaker... i do not have time for this kinda nonsensical brainless and mean jokes... JERK!!!!!

by the way... it's pay day already... i saw my pay come in... i wonder if there's more than what i just see in there... haha... i'm happy... weeee.... i'm finally gonna do my hair... =D it's in a mess... but it won't be for long... i promise...

time check now is 4.49am... this is the longest one i have written ever... probably because i'm making up for the next few days' and the previous days' entries... =D

i'll try to update more often... but no gaurantees... no one reads it anyway... it's all for myself... and if people DO read it... i hope those that is meant to read parts of it DOES read it... you know what i mean... =D

chao chao... i've gotta catch my snooze already... =D