
Monday, October 10, 2005
it's been awhile i was here... blogging my time away... but since i've got a show to wait for... why not... right? right...
school's bad as usual... i was late... damn late... the latest i have come so far... all because of a stupid adaptor... how could i forget the next most essential thing for school... i think i'm suffering from memory loss... =X first was labby... then my phone... and now my adaptor... what's next? my wallet? my life? my whole self? what's soo wrong with my memory...
i do remember one thing though... i saw a Utt look alike... i don't know if it's him... cos he ain't a DJ at perfect 10... but he really looks like him... but oh well... he's still cute all the same... hahahahah.... i need cute guys around me... it brightens the day since i have no pretty girls to see especially in school... cos she's in blk N... =( why am i so obesessed with her? god knows...
i've got a compliment from diney and ping's classmate... but then... it got me wondering... what exactly IS pretty? i wanna be pretty... but am i really? what others see as pretty could be ugly... like some people say fishies are pretty... but to me.. they are all the same... plain ugly... but then again... what right do i have to say that something's ugly? what if someone ugly's pretty actually and someone pretty's actually ugly... is telling someone that he or she's pretty help him or her? does it actually makes them feel better? then again... people would be wondering if i'm saying this... then why is May Yip pretty? well... if you look at her... she is indeed pretty... she has this flawless face... slim figure... nice hair... and from what i see... a nice character... so she IS pretty... i'm not defending her... just seeing it from my perspective... whether or not if it's true that she's a real nice person... i wouldn't know... cos i only see her once a week and for only half a year...
the word "pretty" is a very soothing weird to most girls... cos it makes them feel noticed isn't it? cos if she's not pretty... would someone actually bother noticing and telling her that she's ugly? i don't suppose so... the word "ugly" however... is a taboo... but people use it more than they should... and sometimes it could hurt someone real real real bad... unless that person doesn't mind... but most cases... i guess they'll fall in a very low morale and soon depression... that's how powerful one word could do... scary isn't? words have to be picked out very carefully when saying... or even typing out here... pretty's different from charm... and charm is different from attractive...
a pretty girl with no charm makes her just plain pretty... but imagine someone that's looks sooo plain.. and yet... she charms almost everyone that crosses her path... regardless the gender... there are people who do have that powerful charm... i am of course not one of them... my charm level probably nil... being attractive's not exactly being charming either... charms are short lived... the desire only last awhile... but attractiveness holds the attractor's desire for quite long cos they give them a sense of challenge... a challenge to get her yet they know it's close to impossible... that attractiveness is had to come by... not many has that ability to do that... and i'll admire that person that has that ability... =D
i don't know if i do make sense... but heck... i like what i say... hahahahhahaa.... that's about for today... chaoz...
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