
Thursday, October 27, 2005
how unfair it is that my parents allow my 2 older sisters to do whatever they please and never objecting their stuff and requests... why is it that my parents hates cats so much and rather allow a jack russel to come in instead of a cat... what is it that makes them treat me this way... who really cares about how i'm actually feeling...
i've realized i'm always giving people one big chunk about life and comforting them.. and yet... no one does that to me... i don't really want anything in return... cos i care because i want to care.... but sometimes people's concern comforts me... but then again... the one that comforts me ain't the one that i wanna be comfort by... it's complicating... life's complicating... everything's complicating... the world is complicating... the earth's complicating... space's complicating... other planets are complicating... the whole universe's complicating... the galaxy's complicating... so where has all the simplicity gone to? why can't everything be simple so that the feeling of hurt, pain, and all bad feelings would disappear from here? i would never be able to find that out and have an answer no matter how i come up with a million and billion of logic about life...
i'm starting to doubt my life... cos i don't know whay am i doing with life now... i go to school... i attend class... at the end of the day... i don't know what the hell's going on... what exactly do i do after i graduate from school... after uni... am i able to be what i wanna be... lost sheep... that's what i am...
i'm living a dream all the time... i float through the years without remembering anything that i have done for the past few years... how fascinating is that... i'm a dreamer... i'm a floater... i will never snap back to reality... cos that's just the way i am... =D
chao chao...
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