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Saturday, September 17, 2005
for the past few days... i have been having weird dreams... concerning Mr Tan a.k.a The Arse... anyway... it seems that he keeps appearing in my dreams... like what's up with that... it's always when i'm with someone cute, he suddenly changes into that arse... totally spoiling the whole dream... and it's always the same case... what is sooo wrong with these dreams... can't i have something happy... it was happy till i realized it was him again.. and when i wake up... i'll be thinking... what was that alll about man... this is sooo wierd... and i only started having this kinda thingy when Ms Lau told me that she dreamt that i was back with him which is sooo not gonna happen... but then these dreams starts to come showing that i'll end up with him... freaky... but i suppose... if i took that as a good dream... it would appear as the opposite... and so... no worries about that... just feeling freaky about this kinda thingy... oh well... =D
it's funny how 2 very very very good friends so close like they're sisters drew apart under influence... and yup yup... i'm referring to myself... somehow... i don't know why i drew apart from my closest girlfriend who i shared everything with and she probably did likewise... i wouldn't know for sure... but i knew we did had a connection and a deep one... okay... this is not some kinda les confession... but something that happen that i kinda regretted... i mean... why did i even turn against her over the influence of a two-faced hypocritical cowardly gay??? thinking back... it's ridiculous... and now... talking to her again... feels as if nothing happened between us... just that of course we aren't besties anymore... she has her new one... and i have my all weathered Ms Lau... but it's kinda different with her though... we somehow seems to be able to talk about anything under the sun... i know i shouldn't be living in the past... but sometimes... the past is much much much better than the present... Ms Lau probably heard this a zilloion times before... but seriously... i don't have anything against her... she didn't do anything to me actually... i'm the only one that she didn't "harm"... she and Ms Lau had some feud that's unheard of... Ms Leow and her... well... let's just say... Ms Leow doesn't like brats... and it so happens that me and her fell into that category of brats cos we don't have much hardship compared to hers... so naturally... she doesn't like hanging out with her at that time... although now... she hangs around with her lots despite her total disgust for her... so ya... that's basically the history of the 4 girls... me... Ms The... Ms Lau... and Ms Leow... but the ones closest and dearest to me were Ms The and Ms Lau[who still is...] possibility of bringing these back to me is near to nil... but oh well... friends are still good... at least there's no hatred... just maybe some regrets... that's life i suppose... regrets along the way... with something better to mend the holes of regrets... losing my darling was regretful... but i still have my baby[Ms Lau] by my side... =D so it ain't that bad eh... ^.^
sometimes i wonder... why is it that when guys says they still wanna be friends after splitting and yet do otherwise... i mean... if that's the case then don't say it right... like how dumb can one be?? oh well... but seriously... i don't really think much about it... he can go ahead and try to break someone else's relationship... and see what he'll get... most likely... nothing??? duh... dumbarse... wait... this is a little spiteful... maybe i shall put it in nicer terms... good luck with the next poor girl[although she's not exactly] that you'll try to hook up with... hmmmm.... that still sounds spiteful... fine... i shan't try to make it nicer... you get the idea...
my stupid cramp's killing me... argh!!! it sucks being a girl when there's cramps... stupid cramps... why can't the guys be the one who suffers these kinda things since they are quite a jerk at some points?? huh? huh? huh? oh well... that's how Mother Nature wants it to be... so i suppose i just have to accept it... damn... =D
okay... so that's about what i have to say... chao chao...
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for the past few days... i have been having weird dreams... concerning Mr Tan a.k.a The Arse... anyway... it seems that he keeps appearing in my dreams... like what's up with that... it's always when i'm with someone cute, he suddenly changes into that arse... totally spoiling the whole dream... and it's always the same case... what is sooo wrong with these dreams... can't i have something happy... it was happy till i realized it was him again.. and when i wake up... i'll be thinking... what was that alll about man... this is sooo wierd... and i only started having this kinda thingy when Ms Lau told me that she dreamt that i was back with him which is sooo not gonna happen... but then these dreams starts to come showing that i'll end up with him... freaky... but i suppose... if i took that as a good dream... it would appear as the opposite... and so... no worries about that... just feeling freaky about this kinda thingy... oh well... =D