
Friday, September 02, 2005
it's the last day of school... uh-huh... the start of my holidays... uh-huh... the start of playing PS2 that whole day... uh-huh... and the start of a new life... uh-huh...
next saturday would be shopping day... yup yup... going to bangkok to shop shop SHOP!!! haha... can't wait... in singapore i'm broke but in bangkok... i'm on a spree!!!! yayee!!!
tomorrow's program's gonna be simple... meet up with my darling to sing in the morning all the way to the afternoon... and maybe in the afternoon i'll be meeting him... uh-huh... actually... i don't know why... but i got over him rather fast... faster than i expected... it's like a burden is off my shoulders... yeah... but something's bugging inside me... i don't know what... it's been at me for since we broke up.... hmmm... something's gonna happen... i can feel it... somehow... but i don't know what... and i know it's something bad... instincts? most probably... but whatever, i'm happy these few days... overly happy... maybe... just feel soooo high now... very high in fact... but i keep needing people to keep talking to me.. and say something... i don't like silence suddenly... it's like sooo deafening... and seriously... no kidding... i just feel sooo deprived of talking... maybe cos i have not talked on the phone for a very long time... a habit i suppose... =D whatever it is... i'm happy... the only thing is... i wanna be the one that ended us... haha... i don't know why... i just wanna be the one... weird huh... that's why i didn't wanna let go... cos i wanna be the one... hahaha... so egoistic... haha... but that's me eh... i'm what i am.. and one day... a guy's gonna love me for what i am and he's gonna love me real real deep...
come to think of it... it's funny that i actually cried over a useless guy... hehe... no offence mr tan... but seriously... you don't seem to have what i want... the education... the mind of planning... everything's so last minute with you... and i don't really like that... hmmm.... why am i complaining... haha... good luck with the next girl dude... haha... hopefully you'll change for the better...
about school today... we made a game... and my group won... and we got M&Ms peanuts... and everybody had fun... and my babes and me wore long skirties... uh-huh... pretty pretty... haha... and we took quite a number of photos cos it's the last day we're gonna be together in a class and working together... hmmmm.... i'm gonna miss my babes... ping... diney... jenni... they make me like class sometimes... cos we sort of like got kahkis... haha... to do stuff like poning school, toilet partners... haha... the rest of the peeps are kinda nice too... except of course one guy.. who will NEVER NEVER EVER MAKE IT... hahahaha... cos seriously... he really CMI... like totally... hahahaha.... so glad i won't be seeing him anymore and working with him at all... cos it makes me sick working with him... hahahahahaha....
i'm gonna SING tomorrow... yayee... havn't done that for soooo long... and much more photo taking to be done.. i'm obsessed with myself!!! haha... look through my com pictures and you'll actually see that i have alot of just myself and my face in it... i just simply love it... even in my phone has all or rather mostly me... wahahaha.... i LOVE myself... haha... obsessed kid... hahahaha... no... correction... obsessed lady... hahaha... i'm a lady... totally... hahahaha...
that's it for today.. chao chao... =D
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