
Sunday, September 18, 2005

the day passed very fast today i realized... i was waking up and the next thing i know... the party has ended and i'm here blogging... now... recap on what i did today... first i woke up... then i got changed and met Ms Wong to pass her the green slippers i got from bangkok... i personally like it... but i'm not sure if she does... oh well... anyway... back to what i did... after i came back... hmmmm.... i don't seem to remember... used the com awhile i supposed... then i helped with putting up the lights which i very nice... i got them from bangkok... i got one for myself too... but it's the balls one instead of lantern ones... anyway... ya.. after that... i went to buy my cake... Mocha Cake... from Bangawan Solo... it's very yummy and not 1 slice left... just nice... so ya... and then... i took a nice cold bath to get myself ready for the party... and the rest is history... i celebrated my late birthday with my biggest uncle... Tua-gu cos it was his actual day... and yeah... had karoke session where my very adorable little cuzzie sang... she's like 3 or 4 years old only? and she can actually sing quite well... hahaha.... very very very adorable in fact... haha... her sister's too young to sing like her... but still very cute... haha... show you her pic one day... and then that's the end of the party... everyone went home all feeling tired... i didn't talk about the lanterning walking thing... but of course that's something that we'll never forego... it's just a tradition for us to do that... kids going to the park... adults staying home to talk and stuff... =D pretty busy day today... i guess my hols's not that wasted after all... hahahah...
i'm so tired out today... i'm gonna have a good sleep today... i can feel it... haha... and now it's late... hmmm... anyway... to Ms Wong... if you see this...
Ms Wong:
don't think too much about what's going on right now ya? this is a phase where every couple will go through and everyone would actually experience what you are feeling now... you see... this is the phase that is most important cos it's already testing how strong the bond between the both of you are... feel like giving up? well... don't... you'll regret it if you ever did that... maybe what you need is some attention... hinting it to him is possible... you have god brothers that are close to him... i'm sure they'll be able to let him know that he's neglecting you without realizing it... cos you see... it's always easier when his brothers tell him things... he'll most probably listen... he might not actually accept it at first... but after awhile... he will realize what he's doing and start being the sweet him again... the reason why he doesn't listen is because whenever you say that you're neglected he thinks you are just unreasonable... it happens to every guy... only when an outsider tells him then will he feel the same... only resort to the last way when you really think that you can't take it anymore... and the last resort is cooling off... why is this the last resort? cos it holds the possibility that you'll lose him for real... but if it turns out right, he'll be with you still and might even be a better person... you know what i'm trying to say? the cooling off period is to make both parties think of what they want... what they really seek in this whole relationship... and a test to see if both parties can still care for each other even though there's no contact... cos if one really cares about someone... in one way or another... he or she will find a way to know what's going on in that person's life... that's one stage where many people could not pass... only those that are truly truly in love with each other would be able to do so... however... it takes 2 to make this happen... if one party cares but the other doesn't... it's a goner... cos you'll know by then that he or she is fading away... but if both parties are doing the same thing to each other... you'll know that this is what you call a strong connection to each other... i may not be the best person to listen to for all these kinda thing.. cos i couldn't even deal with my own failed relationship but i think it taught me something... and that's never leave problems unsloved... and that's why i always tell you to no matter what tell him what you're unhappy about... even if he doesn't listen to you... you know that you tried... and if the time ever comes...[which i hope not...] at least you knew that you gave your best in the relationship by making understand and that it was he who didn't want to take things seriously... so ya... i hope all these helps...
and in the event that Mr Tan... i'm meaning your guy Mr Tan... not that arse Mr Tan... saw this and feels like killing me for saying all these stuff... well... too bad... you can't kill me... cos i'm not encouraging Ms Wong to leave you or anything... i'm just giving her my point of view cos she asked for it... but hey... i do make some sense here okay... just reflect on it... and maybe you'll see some light in it... i'm not some relatioship guru or anything... but i know what's good to do and what's bad to do... cos i have my own experience to speak from...[although it's only 1] and seeing it from a third party's view for several years from my precious people...[excluding Mr Lim] i picked up some lessons along the way... and i'm just sharing it with her... she can choose to take them... or just leave it... i can't control that... and neither can you... so just let her choose... =D
so yeah... i have my say already... hopefully it's useful... Ms Wong... don't think so much... wanna see you smile again like in the photo above... Mr Tan...[not that arse... the brother of that arse... boyfriend of Ms Wong] try listening and understanding instead of arguing back... and to the rest of the people out there... good night... =D chao chao...
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