
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
ahhhhhhhh.... another day of nothing... =D but it's gonna be taken away from me soon...=( *sigh* good things goes fast eh... oh well... yesterday was all about mahjong... =D played till we got bored... okay... i came late... so didn't play much... but still fun lar... and was with the babes before that...
it's kinda sad that the one that you loved so much once can't continue to be friends... there's so much i wanna say to him yesterday at the bus stop... and not just some deafening silence... i don't know... it's like... we can't talk like we used to... like we were even before we got together... even before i started loving him... how is it that things can turn out this way? is it me or is it him? or is it the both of us?? i wanna just blab out everything to him with my endless complaints and stuff like that... and feel at ease around him... all that bullshit about being friends after we're over... why say it if he's not gonna do it? why even bother? is it good that way? hmmmm.... being in love and the after effect are not a bit good at all... why can't he just talk to me like nothing happened? if he does that... i'll also do that... and life's must better... but no... he had to make it obvious that we were once together... that we were through... draw a clear line and stuff like that... well... then why don't he just delete me too??? dumb arse... god... i'm starting to scold him again... and that's not suppose to be the aim... the aim of me even saying this is actually i just feel that is kinda stupid for us to not talk to each other at all... i mean... what's the whole point of avoiding... it won't make you any less idiotic... it'll only make you even more childish... he never gets the point in anything... what's the whole point in losing a friend... *sigh* are things really that bad between us that we really have to be that distant between each other? i mean... to me... he's really not that level yet... maybe to a sec 2 or 3 fellow... his mind is something... but does that mean i can't befriend him? or that he can't befriend me? i'm fine being around him... but is he?? from what i'm seeing... i don't think so... it's like i'm the one whole ended it all... but the whole truth is the other way round... so why's he giving the cold silent treatment? if he didn't feel comfortable being around me then don't bother waiting for the bus with me... that'll only make things more awkward with us... he can't just take his stupid phone and leave... why pretend to be nice... where's his peuny brain... don't say what you can't do Mr Tan[the arse]... get a life... by the way... you're a fashion disaster... please update your wardrobe..[that's for the arse too]
that's it... chao chao...
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