
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
yesterday was the end... i gave my all... and he wanted me to go... i can't stop feeling sad... i wanna move on... is this ever possible? i love him... man... i really do... what's wrong... i can't treat him as a friend... i know i can never... but if i don't... he'll be gone... i don't want that... i never had the thought that he would leave me... never... but he always says he'll hurt me... i freaking tired of crying... i really am... someone please help... i dying here... why is this happening to me... i want him sooo badly... sigh... i wanna be happy... i wanna be who i was again... i love him too much again... i have no idea what went wrong and it really really sucked... i wanna know... i want him to let me know... why is it like that... it's not fair.. i hate loving him too much... i don't wanna love anyone... they sucks... it brings pain... and the pain kills... i'm so empty inside i don't know what to do... all i can think of now is retribution is coming my way... maybe it was a mistake from the beginning... but i know i never regretted loving him... i was just foolish to believe his lies... please let me forget and move on... i don't have anyone now... i only have myself... even my friends can't help me... but i so want them to...
mr tan... if you ever read this... i will not stop loving you... cos you made me happy and all i really ask for is that we work things out and start all over again... i love you...
sHoW eNdS:6:49 PM
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