
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i'm sooo not feeling well now... i'm bloated... and bloated... and even more bloated... it's really driving me crazy... you know... i have this damn bitter taste in my buds and it's making me wanna puke... and now... my tummy's aching... i'm feeling sooooo terrible now... i wanna shit but i can't... having constipation and it's totally irritating... why's this happenning to me? why? why? why? damn it...
i've decided... i'm not gonna leave my dearie... i'm gonna stay with him as long as i can... hahaha... i supposed... i was thinking about some stuff that made me want to leave him.. but had a talk to him about those stuff and now it's cleared... he's my dearie again... maybe i just realized that he actually cares about me... i mean... i can't expect everyday to be like before... where we just have fun... fun... fun... and more fun... i mean... i still want fun... but we have to get into something deeper... we can't be at the surface forever can we? hmmm.... as for my the other attraction.... it's short lived... i think... it should be... hahaha... oh what the hell... i'm soooo not gonna think about it...
to go or not to go to school? that's a question i'm thinking about... hmmm.... i'm not exactly sure... i don't know what i'll be missing if i don't come to school... but i'm just sooo sick and tired of school... this is the 3rd week already... i have 7 more weeks... and it just seems so far away... why can't it come faster? i'm dying in school already... boring lifeless school... sigh...
i miss the days when my darlings are around to make life in school better... one's avoiding me now because of a silly jacket... and the other? her messages just seem to always come when i'm sleeping... plus... now... she's always busy with her girlfriend... come to think of it... i think i have forgotten how they even look like... *oops* hehe... it's been a long time since i saw any of them... but what can i say... we are just too busy... got to talk to my darling some time...
my class in attracting ants today... and it's really freaky to see a big army of ants crawling under the table and they attacked my feet... seriously... and it painful... real real painful... i hate ants... stupid black tiny ants.. what is sooo worng with them... stupid school... with stupid ants... dumb! dumb! dumb! argh~!
i think that's all for now... time check... 11.16pm... i need to head to my comfy bed already... the world's already starting to spin around me... chao...
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