
Friday, July 08, 2005
it's a friday... the end of the second week of school... that's like 8 more weeks to the holidays... and 12 more weeks for me to change class... Yipee!! but of course... as much as i hate my class.. i gotta admit.. i starting to like a few of the peepsies already... but that won't change my mind about changing class... cos i just want to... hopefully it's with Valen... then life won't be such a bore in school... now what are the probability of that happening? hmmmm.... like... 1/10000000 chances? then again.... maybe i might be very lucky... hahaha...
my relationship is on the rocks now... i'm beginning to lose feelings for him... apparently... i think i'm attracted to another... how weird... but is true... i hope it'll be short-lived... and then everything would be normal... won't it? sigh... well... what my cute guy said is very true... after a patched relationship, there's still a crack.. and that'll never go away... things will never be the same... and that's exactly what i'm experiencing now... i'm gonna ask for a break for the time being from my darling... but when should i tell him? i don't wanna tell him over the phone... it's just not right... but he's always busy... so how am i gonna start saying... sigh... sometimes it's just so hard... but before i do that... i have to ask him a question... i personally think it's a important thing to ask... if i didn't ask him to come and accompany that night... would we actually be together? i guess is a no... he wouldn't want a patch... sometimes i just don't understand what's going on in a guy's mind.. maybe it's just them... to be like that... oh well... i'm sick of this pretense.. WE ARE NOT OKAY... so stop pretending already... clear things up and be done and over with... i just have to....
cotton candy and lollie... is that for me to choose? or does these sweets choose me? honestly, i suppose none... maybe i should go for fruits instead... =S
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