
Saturday, April 02, 2005
i just realized something... i have no one going to RP with me... didn't ask around whether any of my people going to RP at all... i'm going to be like soooooo lonely.. sigh.... this totally sucks.... what am i going to do... showing up on orientation day all alone... pathetic i say... pathetic... absolutlely pathetic... sigh... oh well... what to do... this is what get if i want to get into the course i asked for... sigh...
today's a busy busy day... haha... fixed up my bed... and my table... I'VE FINALLY GOT BACK MY ROOM!!!! YAY~~~!!!!! extremely happy about it... haha... but then... the dreaded part comes... i have to pack my stuff again... and this is totally not good... i have too many stuff already... how the hell am i going to store them... my room is in a complete mess now... or rather... it's always in a mess... i need to get rid of my books... but the trouble is... which one am i to get rid of... now... that's tough to decide isn't it... sigh... anyway... i still love having my room back... i finally can sleep 0n my own bed... it feels like heaven... haha...
this whole week i'm not going to see him... (not counting the day we watched Spongebob..) SPONGEBOB'S LIKE SOOOOOOO CUTE... I LOVE PATRICK~!!!!! anyway... back to him... yeah... i'm not going to see him... cos i'm busy and i think he's busy too... he asked me to join him in eugene's chalet... i'm thinking twice about it... i don't really talk to his people... especially that stupid eugene... he just love pissing me off... the next time he does that... i think i should just completely ignore that bothersome irritating idiotic jackarse.... miss him.. but never like telling him cos it just doesn't feel right... is that normal? hmmmm.... maybe... maybe not... who cares... i don't like it... so it's normal...
i'm a loner... i just realized that... i don't like making friends with people... hmmm..... i'm like so no friends now.... on;y the occasional "hi" "bye" "how are you?" "how's life?" and blah blah blah... not much people to really talk my heart out... i'm like so lonely... *self-victimised* haha...
okay.. i think i'm gonna stop here... this should cover up for not writing for so long... been busy lately... once i get my laptop... it'll be a everyday entry... definitely... haha...
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