
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
i'm falling into depression after i got my results yesterday... was at a lost when i got my results... wondering whether i could get into any course at all... i screwed everything up and i really feel like dying... but i didn't dare to... it's like... my future's gone... no good course is ever gonna get me... i'm totally a failure now... sigh... ah ling jie jie was good to me... making me feel better... but not mummy or daddy... jie jie just suggested courses... but didn't say much... i wonder what's going to happen now...
he told me not to be sad... but i just can't help it... his friends rushed him to the school gate so that he could console me... and in the end... he lost his phone... i feel bad about it... sigh... i wanted to wait till i got home and then i'll cry like nobody's business... but i couldn't stop it... sigh.... i'm soo sooo sooooo soooooo sad with myself... i don't know what to do with myself...
ignored many messages that asked me about my results... what is it about people that like to know who did worse than them.. i didn't bother about them or other people's results... oh well...
i think i'm gonna stop here already... can't write anymore... it's so freaking hot... gonna bathe already...
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