
Saturday, October 09, 2004
9th october... didn't do much studying... woke up in the morning watched tv then went out then later use the com till now... got to get back to work soon... at 9pm,,, cos that's when my show ends... was very hysteria and crappy just now... don't know what have gotten into me... probably the bloody internet cos i couldn't really access it only finally around 6 plus then i could... bloodt singnet...
thought i pissed him off... but in the end didn't... thank god... if not i created trouble for myself... but then... even if he got pissed off... i'm not intending to say sorry... i have no idea why... stubborn i supposed... bombed him with lots of questions... questions that's in the past... why do i like wondering about the past and all those what if that never happen then this would probably happen that kind of thing... i have no idea you know... i think i'm so stupid... always creating trouble for myself... i should probably stop asking so much questions next time.. but sometimes i just can't help myself... i mean things that appear in your mind shouldn't they be cleared? sigh... i don't know...
got sort of lectured by my sister about kipping school and skipping a test... sigh... i wasn't exactly expecting a lecture... i'm very stress come to think of it... and cynthia's never stress... why is this O level thingy making me go nuts... sigh... how am i going to handle this stress man... this is the most sucky period of life i've got... it better be over soon... i hate the feeling of being stressed out... especially since i have no one to vent my stress feelings to cos i suppose they are stress themselves and it would be unfair to them wouldn't it... sigh... hate feeling like this...
i think i shall just stop here already... pretty girl's signing off once again...
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